i’m such a bad friend. fml
things are not what they seem, as we stand at the...
hey, today was a long fucking day. boring boring boring boring boring. it went by super slow and i didn’t have fun. my sat is this weekend, and i haven’t studied. my case is may 12th and idk what to do. i’m gonna suffer that day. why me. i wish jiro would just love me already. it makes me sad. but there’s nothing i can do about it. meeep. i hung out with eric today. it was...
most random week ever
but it was too good, i did so much this week casey’s was really fun… i had fun. it was jiro’s bday we made him a bunch of stuff. hung out with jiro a lot this week :)
sometimes i wonder..
if my friends are tired of me or if i’m being a shitty friend. i feel like i pull these crazy mood swings on different people, but i don’t really mean to do it with bad intentions.. it just happens. i’m emotionally unstable right now. i really hate complaining to my close friends all the time, but then again, who else am i gonna vent to? i was in a really good mood yesterday,...
i wanna graduate
it sucks to know all my friends are leaving in less than two months. man, it’s so sad. what am i gonna do next year….. i’ve never been in that position. last time was middle school and i was glad to be on top, but for some reason i dont wanna be, i just wanna leave and graduate with my good friends. im feelin super emotional right now… and i wish i could just vent my life...
overanalzying is bad
i’m always doing it, it always gets me into trouble. i never make improvements on my flaws, or at least when i try it’s so hard. i just got in a huge fight with my dad…. fuck man he’s so mean. i hate him right now. but anyways, i’ve been thinking about things way to much, and jumping to conclusions way to fast…. do you really think that thinking postively will...
i take so much for granted without realizing it. my three friends just got in the worst accident on april fools, which everyone thought was a joke… until they found out it was real. i’m really hoping jose gets better. i do i do. <3