BEHOLD!

never had a problem being alone

never had a problem feeling alone

then i got a taste of something like love

these were the missing feelings i knew nothing of

soon, adored everything about acceptance and wanting

before I never made effort, or expressed such flaunting

i remained myself 100 percent of the way

he came, he came, and he came one day

i thought i was perfectly fine in my naive state

my glint of innocence made me definite bait

something about me made him wonder..

how someone like me could be so ever alone

but never needed anyone, i was here in my zone

but, the tiniest drop of love and affection was shown

that zone was broken, i was no longer pure

alone was something i strayed from

i wanted to be as far away from alone as I could

the thought of being alone was something i could not fathom

how could someone be so alone and not feel lonely after they’ve felt love

not the love from blood, but the love from another

an intimate love that makes romantic one’s shudder

to be forever alone was my greatest fear 

and the reason for my endless tears

Soonafter, I met a wise one who spoke of patience

He said patience was the way to greatness

and the reason Not to rush into love, 

which was the reason why most people felt so alone…

after that temporary feeling of happiness faded

Love was a cycle, but eventually would lead us to the one

Whoever the one was for me, I would wait,

and Not see myself as ‘alone’ but Patientiently waiting

because I was always perfectly fine to be alone

and I was perfectly fine to feel alone.

So I could patiently wait, alone.

Until someone would take me into their home,

and love me.